On the 19th of December, I followed Pastor Dickson to Korat after meeting him at Cornerstone Students Centre, Latkrabang. I stayed in Latkrabang for about one and a half week and had a wonderful time with the university students there. Although our times were short but I hope this brief friendship that was fostered will carry on for a good cause. Indeed, I am thankful for Pastor Andrew for giving me this opportunity to serve and to learn in the centre. To be honest, when I first came to Bangkok, I wasn’t exactly sure what the Lord would lead me to. Perhaps the whole sentiment of uncertainty and unsure-ness have made me feel a bit lost at first. However, as I seek the Lord during my time alone with Him, the Lord showed me clearer and clearer what He was leading me into. Like what Pastor Dickson said, the vision should get clearer and not more blur. I look forward to seeing the friends in Latkrabang.
On my way up to Korat, I had a very nice chat with Pastor Dickson. The first time when I met him, back in June this year, he was already a very friendly man and he was always ready to help in many ways. This time when I met him, I must say that I have a deeper respect for this man of God. On our way up to Korat, he was sharing with me and challenging me to continue to seek the Lord for what is the direction in my life. It was him who dropped me the idea of tent making ministry. I sort of know this concept but I do not know why it didn’t dawn upon me what the Lord is leading me to is tent making. He also cautioned me about being too indifferent towards expectations as some expectations are not expectations…they are obligations. They are naturally expected of us. I must say that the simple truth he was sharing to me really spoke to my heart. I felt that the direction now is clearer and he was like a light that suddenly shines on me and I suddenly see where I am heading to. He has also taught me about self-less giving in the mission field. I see this man as a giving man. He is always giving. There is not a single moment he is not giving. There was one day, Pastor Dickson told me one of the most important truth about leadership. He said that leaders are there to solve problems. There are not here to create problems. When there is a problem, it is always no-problem to a leader. Because of this principle, he always avails himself to solve problems.
Pastor Dickson has made me feel how small I am and there is so much I have to learn from this man. He is so simple and yet so profound in his faith to God. Its not easy for a man to leave his family in Singapore and come here all alone to avail himself for God and for His people. Yet at the same time, he has not neglected his family as well. Pastor Dickson, keeps reminding me to update my family about my whereabout and my well-being. I always assure him that I did call back home. I am determined to learn from this man about doing God’s work and to be more effective in my service to God.
I mentioned about tent making and somehow the Lord has allowed to meet fellow tent makers. Mark and Angela are so much more senior than me, and honestly through their sharing, I have learnt so much about tent making and how they give themselves in various ways to the mission field. They could have just enjoyed their retirement back at home and travel to many parts of the world. But they have chosen to avail themselves for God’s work. Beautiful people they are and again meeting them is really a humbling experience for me. This is my first update on my three months attachment with Anglican Church in Thailand and I know very well that the Lord will continue to speak to me and mould me and make me into the person that He wants me to be. Praise the Lord for all the people I have met and not forgetting Kim Yien and her team of church staff at Alpha Centre. They have done so much for the Lord and their works are sincere and full of love for God and for His people. I have deep respect for all these people. May the Lord have mercy on me and forgive me of my pride and arrogance. May the Lord have mercy on me and forgive me of my ignorance and stupidity in all of my previous ways. God help me!